Today, I give myself the privilege to choose better...

Today, I give myself the privilege to choose betterโ€ฆ

๐‘ป๐’๐’…๐’‚๐’š…๐‘ฐ ๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’—๐’† ๐’Ž๐’š๐’”๐’†๐’๐’‡ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’‘๐’“๐’Š๐’—๐’Š๐’๐’†๐’ˆ๐’†๐’•๐’ ๐’„๐’‰๐’๐’๐’”๐’† ๐’ƒ๐’†๐’•๐’•๐’†๐’“. I used to return to placesthat closed their doors on me,just so I could feel remembered. I used to plead for a spacein someone else’s livesโ€”to the pointthat I made myself an intruder. I used to dim my lightso others could shine,even if it meantโ€”I am losing myself …

YOU DID

YOU DID

When I was aching, you said you ached more.But pain shouldnโ€™t be a competition. You speak of the weight of your decision,days after walking awayโ€”but you never saw the weightI carried the moment you let go. You say itโ€™s for the futureโ€”for both of us,but what future survives when one gives up? If you’re asking …

Glimpses of you...

Glimpses of youโ€ฆ

I left something in your bookโ€”a letter. I watched from a distance,as your eyes landed on the envelope.You looked around, confused. You saw the printโ€”โ€œ๐‘ฎ๐’๐’Š๐’Ž๐’‘๐’”๐’†๐’” ๐’๐’‡ ๐’š๐’๐’–…โ€Your breath hitched,and mine caught right along with it. I wrote every wordโ€”like a whisper I was too afraid to say.So if your heart races,know that mine did too… …

What does it mean to begin again?

What does it mean to begin again?

As I sit here with a cup of coffee, embracing the little noise around me but recognizing the silence, and for a moment, I get to ask myself: ๐‘พ๐’‰๐’‚๐’•โ€™๐’” ๐’๐’†๐’™๐’•?I know Iโ€™ve said the day before that tomorrow is another day to begin againโ€ฆ But what does it mean ๐ญ๐จ ๐›๐ž๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐š๐ ๐š๐ข๐ง? How do you …

There is so much more with the oceanโ€ฆ

There is so much more with the oceanโ€ฆ

๐“๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐œ๐ก ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ž ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐จ๐œ๐ž๐š๐งโ€ฆ It speaks so deeply within that I had to close my eyes and feel the storm; itโ€™s chaos and calm, itโ€™s raging and steady, it crashes and then it lifts. It bore untold stories, hidden signs, and broken promises. But then thereโ€™s always that unwavering hopeโ€”that small …

Moonbeam

Moonbeam

I found myself lookingat the light reflection of the mooninto the water. How it solemnly bends and swayswith its crest and through. How the stillness of the nightmirrors the agony I am feelingโ€ฆ The numbness of the pain,the harsh reality thatโ€™s setting in,the weakness of a dying soul,โ€”a dying dream, a dying beat for lifeโ€ฆ …

Kung walang tala at buwan, at ang meron lang ay ulanโ€ฆ.

Kung walang tala at buwan, at ang meron lang ay ulanโ€ฆ.

๐‘ฒ๐’–๐’๐’ˆ ๐’˜๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’•๐’‚๐’๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’• ๐’ƒ๐’–๐’˜๐’‚๐’,๐’‚๐’• ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Ž๐’†๐’“๐’๐’ ๐’๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’š ๐’–๐’๐’‚๐’… Luhaโ€™y pakakawalansigaw ng pusoโ€™y pakikinggan. Papayagan ang sariling lumayaat maging mahina. Walang tala, walang buwan,pero salamat sa ulan sa binigay nitong โ€œ๐ฉ๐š๐ง๐ฌ๐š๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐ญ๐š๐ฅ๐š.โ€ ๐๐š๐ง๐ฌ๐š๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐ญ๐š๐ฅ๐š๐ง๐  ๐ฉ๐š๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐šmula sa magulong mundong ginagalawan. ๐๐š๐ง๐ฌ๐š๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐ญ๐š๐ฅ๐š๐ง๐  ๐ค๐š๐ญ๐š๐ก๐ข๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐š๐งmula sa nag-uumpukang bato sa aking isipan. ๐๐š๐ง๐ฌ๐š๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐ญ๐š๐ฅ๐š๐ง๐  ๐ค๐š๐ญ๐š๐ก๐ข๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐š๐งmula sa yungib ng walang kasiguruhan. Hindi ko …

When it comes to you and I; nothing is ever fancy, nothing is ever grand...

When it comes to you and I; nothing is ever fancy, nothing is ever grand…

I am an old soulโ€ฆNothing fancy, nothing grand. An old classic, Frank Sinatra playingwhile you offer your handfor a slow dance in the morning. A walk in the woods, a belly-ache laughwhile we try to catch our breathas we run in the meadows of lilies. A quiet afternoon in the swing,you, playing with my hair …